memento mori,
I think that this is what God must look like: an egg. The life of the moon may not be on the surface, but inside.
You can’t help what you feel, Moira once said, but you can help how you behave.
keep the others safe, if they are safe. Don’t let them suffer too much. If they have to die, let it be fast. You might even provide a Heaven for them. We need You for that. Hell we can make for ourselves.