There was never a time when your life was not now, nor will there ever be.
Nonforgiveness necessarily implies a heavy burden of psychological time.
The fact is that you are resisting what is. You are making the present moment into an enemy.
Die to the past every moment. You don’t need it. Only refer to it when it is absolutely relevant to the present. Feel the power of this moment and the fullness of Being. Feel your presence.