First there is the fall, and then we recover from the fall. Both are the mercy of God! —LADY JULIAN OF NORWICH
We do not “make” or “create” our souls; we just “grow” them up. We are the clumsy stewards of our own souls.
There is nothing to join, only something to recognize, suffer, and enjoy as a participant. You are already in the eternal flow that Christians would call the divine life of the Trinity.
The first half of life is discovering the script, and the second half is actually writing it and owning it.